Friday, October 29, 2010

Up against a brick wall and banging my head on it.

My daughter is totally out of control right now and she has four children. She wanted to and take the children from their dad where they are doing great in school and feeling better about themselves. The system to help children really doesn't help. They talk a really great game but then nothing happens.

I tell them the children are in danger and nothing happens they will end up going back with their mom which at this time in her life is not the best time to be doing that. My other daughter summed it up best she said it is like the lunatics are running the asylum. What has happened to our society?  Do they have to wait till something happens to the children and then people say I should of done this or that.

My daughter found two dead beat husband who don't know how to take care of their children without complaining. I feel sorry for the children. I am hoping my daughter gets the help she needs and gets her children back home with her. She will always hate me for trying to help here but that is the way it goes. She can take care of herself the children can't take care of themselves.

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Grown Children are just as hard as Little Ones, Many times harder!!

My youngest daughter is now on drugs and she has four children. She is driving around high and endagering her two youngest children when she is driving around with them. She took my husbands credit card and used the money for drugs and the strange thing is she ended up in jail not because of that but because of a petty theft that she got away with. We thought that two weeks in there was going to be a help so we let our guard down. Worse thing you can do with someone like her is let your guard down and try to think they are doing better. Drugs are the ruination of this world. She started by a Pain Management Clinic that just kept on giving her more and many more pills.

I know that money isn't everything but it helps! Doesn't help that my life runs around money because so much of it is gone and I can't get ahead. I am so fustrated and don't know where to turn anymore.

I don't know what I am doing but I feel like I have to write this. My grown children have been making my life very hard on me! I have one daughter who owes me over $16,000, and I am pay off her credit cards and that means I have no money for myself. My other daugher convinced me to pay for her divorce because she was going to be able to pay me back so that is over $2,000. Now how do I ever get ahead.

I am going to go to Al-non tonight and see if any of that can help because I am lost and hurt!